Monday, December 28, 2009

ohhh my gosh

yes, same a the title above, ohhh my gosh, i had leve my blog for 4 months. I admit tat i m lazy to update my blog, but i have to do it at least 4 months once, so tat blogger doesn't block me.

Let hav a fast review, 4 months ago,ohh yaa, i m still in no where, i have lost the direction of my future, i have no idea on everything just thinking of wat to do in my future, emo for quite a long time, sleepless, insomia,been very rude, started to smoke for the only half of the cigerette which is my only start n the only end of it, and bla bla bla. this is life, isn't it?

well when time go on, i m getting more mature and older as well. so as time go on, i stsarted to explore more bout life, i had found out wat suit me n wat does not.

currently i m having my wonderful holidays, nothing much happen in my holidays, most of the time i used up to help my mum for my new house. BUT i hav discover tat piloting suit me, yaya i noe pilot couse is damn damn expensive, and my family cant even affort me to do it, but it just a dream. every1 has dream.

christmas is over n new year is coming, i take tis advantage to wish every1 merry belated christmas n happy new year. 2009 happen alot of things, no matter gud or bad, happy or sad, hopefully 2010 will b a better year for every1. GUD LUCK
THAT ALL for the last post of 2009, bye 2009 n welcome 2010.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

continue

lots of thing pass through my mind in the midnight , as wat i noe myelf, i m a person who like to think when i hav ntg to do...

1 thing to share wit u all is , i will start learn something of computer n handphone..
i will learn how to reformat a computer when i hav extra time n handphone softwares..beside tat , i will learn hw to use photoshop, zhi heng will teach me when there is a time between 2 of us...
i will go bak toward cars stuff too....
i will check all the cars price list, model, performance , etc...

i m going to move to a double story house in pandan indah...
i will draw something n my room, and my mum is not so suitable to shift things, so wo is willing to help me , pls come forwards....probably will move on the november after the painting n renovation done.. and there will b a open house, pls come i will inform u guys(gabrians)...

down down down

let's see.... it is 4.40 am. What m i doing here? firstly is the oldtown hazelnut coffee. i drank it when i m watching you got serve..it is good to drink sumthing and hav some snack while watching movie....

within tis 2 weeks many thing happen...
firstly, the main thing is tat my mum is going for a by pass on this friday at melaka due to her blood vessel blockage in the left main artery. after all the test( blood test, stress test, angrogram test ect....) it show tat is a bad sign. doctor said tat my mum is a special case. she is very healthy, all the test show tat my mum couldn't hav tis blockage. But anyway, it is better to do a by pass, as doctor advice. the risk of the surgery is just 2%, but if my mum refuse to do the surgery, she is taking a risk of 50% of her life. there is no other choice, so the only thing is go for a surgery, it is a major operation which take bout 4 to 5 hours.

secondly, my grandfather pass away tis morning. To me it is a gud new due to he is a problem maker, he leave the family of 2 sons and 3 daughters to his wife( my grandmum) and married another woman. all the while he is giving my dad family alot of problem eventhough he married another woman. he like to gamble, i still remember tat when i was still a small kid, he owe those ah loong quite a number of money and he refuse to paid them bak, at the end my dad family hav to pay for him. few months ago, he was admitted to hkm due to cancer, when he was still lying on the hospital bed, he still can try to ask my father for money to start a small business by selling newspaper. it's all bullshit, in his mind only money.

thirdly,
i m going bak to the dance floor.... it is a bad news to me, popping class cancelled due to lack of ppl. No 1 will guide us for popping n locking anymore accept there is some1 who 1 2 learn popping n locking. if there are 6ppls 1 2 learn popping n locking, the class will reopen.pls any1....

but there is some gud thing for me ....
i ponteng almost 1 week to take care of my mum coz she might hav a sudden attack...

attention, i m going to thiland bangkok by next month during hari raya time... any1 who nid my help to buy tshirt or other stuff, giv me a call....

last but not least, school holidays coming, i might use half of the holidays in melaka but i will enjoy it...
some resolutions for myself, write it in the blog to remind me, myself

:
1.keep fit, on diet(jogging at least 3 times a week, fitness training 6 times a week)
2.good boyz, next year battle ground
3. latin partner(wanted no experience necessary)
4. same money
5. next year sabah trip( currently i hav 7 ppls going, all are good boyz members)
6. time managment dummies( finish this book b4 the scl holidays)
7. in a relationship(virgin but no experience necessary)
8.improve my english( grammar n vocab)
9. stpm( at least c in all subjs)
10. improve all my dancing skills
11. set a time table for my self
12. i must do it, may god bless me...

ya i forgoten something, the melaka latin dancespot copetition. i'm in the finalist6 in asean category.. for newcomer, 1st time compete, tis is a very gud start.Proud of myself...

gud nite....
zhen hua(i changed my name)